Allison MacKenzie
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Vital Stats
- Member Type: Silver Member
- Age: 42
- Location: Seattle, WA, United States
- Orientation: Straight (Genetic Male )
- Listed As: Girl (M2F)
- Looking For: Admirers, Friends
- Last Active: Nov 19th, 2008
- Joined: Aug 9th, 2008
About Me
I guess you could characterize me as a late bloomer. I've enjoyed a rich and deeply fortunate life so far, but I always felt vaguely unfulfilled and empty. Celebrating all my joys, large and small, felt oddly like applauding life with one hand. I knew I was supposed to be satisfied, but something really fundamental was missing. I always felt like a pretender--detached from my life and looking down on myself, amazed at the fine acting and the fact no one seemed to notice I wasn't really there at all. My gender confusion started at a young age and was always just below the surface, but it exploded six years ago, ironically about the time that I seemed to have truly arrived in measures of conventional success. There just came a day when I realized I couldn't keep up the charade any longer and that living life in my birth gender wasn't going to cut it for me. I had decades of pent-up feminine life force to express and it had to come out into the light or I would just wither in my prime. Aligning my inner self with the way I live my life takes center stage for me now. Many things have changed and much more change is on the horizon. I have an aching need for community, to belong, to be with people on parallel journeys. In many ways, my life is beginning again and I am learning to love all that I experience on a much deeper level. I'm connecting with my emotions, learning to cry, and finding the joys of being who I really am. I feel as though I've crawled out of my cage, built of other people's expectations and my own belief in how life was supposed to be. I'm gradually but surely finding myself and taking flight. Where this journey will take me, I still don't know.
Guest Book
Nobel Ryder 1/04/2009 00:25 Hey Allison, Just had to say I like your smile, your way cute and nice fashion sense. Your radiant smile tells it all nothing sexier! You seem happy in your transformation and it is exquisite! Be happy to dance with you anytime, an admirer...Nobel- Imaxxis Gold 12/20/2008 14:54 Hey! I took that picture! I was joking when I said it was your new URNA pic :-) -Maxx
- Eva C C 11/19/2008 22:47 You look like a real gg! Your photos are great. This is a great site! Enjoy!
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