- Member Type: Silver Member
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- Age: 55
- Location: Dallas, TX, United States
- Orientation: Trans-Bisexual (Pre-Op M2F )
- Listed As: Girl (M2F)
- Looking For: Admirers, Boys (FtoM), Friends, Genetic Female (GG), Girls (MtoF)
- Last Active: Jul 27th, 2010
- Joined: Jan 10th, 2009
About Me
hello my name is Blaire, i'm a transsexual woman in therapy.
for the majority of my life i felt so different from the people i grew up with. i never really knew why, i did know i liked to play with my sisters toys more than my own and as i got older i liked her clothes better also. i felt like a pervert for so many years because of this. i lived a very sheltered life and had no idea there were other people like me.
i would buy womens clothes to wear in secret, like so many other girls have done so that's nothing new. i hated my life so much. in my teens i tried to emulate the boys i ran around with but knew i wasn't good at it. i tried so hard to find a girlfriend but the girls all wanted to be my friend and hang out but no romantic feelings from them. this caused me so much pain and i cried so many tears that crying became a everyday part of my life.
in my late twenties i got tired of this and began to drink heavy and take drugs to numb the pain. sometimes it worked but most often all it did was to isolate me and spotlight the source of the pain.
i tried several times to od but all ways woke up.especially on my 30 birthday.
then two years ago all this that i had so successfuly suppressed came to the surface and i once again tried the pills. it was at tis time that i started to cry out to GOD for help. he led me to some site about transgender issues. i can't tell you how liberating it was to see that there were others like me! so i got to know afew girls and they urged me to find a therapist, which i did.
it has now been one year in therapy and 5 months on hormones and for the first time in my life I AM HAPPY.
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Southfield MI US - CJ
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Guest Book
- Melanie Bowman 1/09/2012 16:39 Blaire Happy Birthday to my very special friend. I hope you had a very special day and all the fun a girl could ever want. Hugs Melanie
- Melanie Bowman 1/09/2011 16:48 Blaire Happy Birthday to my very special friend. I hope that you have a very special day and have all the fun a girl could ever want. I hope Blaire will become the best she can be in 2011. Hugs Melanie
- Melanie Bowman 12/26/2010 23:42 Blaire I hope that you had a very special Christmas and that you will have a very special 2011. Hugs Melanie
- Melanie Bowman 6/29/2010 01:26 Blaire stopping by to say hi to my special friend. I hope this finds you happy and well. Hugs Melanie
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