Cindy
"This group is so positive, I'm glad I was able to find it. You gurls and admires are great."
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Vital Stats
- Member Type: Silver Member
- Age: 38
- Location: Orlando, FL, United States
- Orientation: (Prefer Not to Say) (Genetic Male )
- Listed As: Girl (M2F)
- Looking For: Friends
- Last Active: Nov 22nd, 2009
- Joined: Oct 24th, 2009
About Me
Hmm ... Where to begin, I am 6' 180 lbs, runners build.
I am your typical Tgurl. I remember the first time I thought I was gurl was when I was 5 years old. I was watching a cartoon where a princess was turned into a swan, at the end of the show the swan turns back into a princess. I thought I was a princess turned into a boy, and I was going to turn from a boy back to a princess, but alas that never happened.
When I was 10 I was caught dressing in my parents clothes and was scolded for it. It made me feel ashamed of who I was, and I repressed my feeling of being a girl. I still dressed until I was like 16, but in private, I think my parents knew, but I'm not sure.
I went to a homophobic engineering school for college. So I acted the part of the strong jock. I did well and got a good job out of college. I never asked girls out, but a few asked me out. I am not good at saying no, and felt this is what I am suppose to do as a man.
Women liked me for my spiritual sensitive side, but none ever knew I was transgendered in any way.
I rember when I was 30 the first time I went our dressed to a gay bay. I was the only gurl there, and felt like a freak, but felt I was my true self when I was out. I purged after that. When I was 34 I meet a FtM who helped my accept that I am transgendered. He was great. This was the first time I waxed.
Then my child was dropped off at my doorstep, and I had to purge and end the relationship, and become the perfect parent. I love being a parent, and would not change anything. I dress when I can, and keep waxed. My male life and female life are seperate, and will remain so, at least until my child is in college. Society is not support of parents in transition, and I could not do that to my child.
I met a drag queen at Trixi's in Hollywood, and she taught my makeup tricks which I have been working on ever since. I feel mys
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- Michael Mcnalty 11/14/2009 17:12 Hey Girl ......great legs we should hook up I'm in Orlandoemail me at mlords50@yahoo.comMichael
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