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Kelly

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  • Member Type: Silver Member
  • Age: 29
  • Location: Mishawaka, IN, United States
  • Orientation: Trans-Lesbian (Pre-Op M2F )
  • Listed As: Girl (M2F)
  • Looking For: Admirers, Boys (FtoM), Couples, Escorts, Friends, Genetic Female (GG), Girls (MtoF), Groups, Models, Performers
  • Last Active: Jan 31st, 2010
  • Joined: Nov 1st, 2009

About Me

I'm here after years of trying to do this all alone. My journey began when I was 9--confused because I could understand neither why I was so powerfully drawn to dressing in my sister's clothes, nor why I felt so electrified when I did. Torn between how wonderful my secret desire felt, and how apprehensive I was that something was wrong with me, I kept my desire secret throughout my time living at home.

When I left to attend college, I wondered whether, in the absence of girl's clothes like I had at home, my secret longings would finally fade, after 9 years of growing more and more powerful. But living alone for the first time, the part of me I'd meticulously kept hidden suddenly surged with liberation, continuing the lifelong pattern of my desires growing stronger as I grew older.

The pattern held all through college, such that as I moved to Washington after graduation, I was devastated that I needed a roommate, knowing that, so long as I intended to keep it a secret, a roommate would limited my opportunities to transform into a girl.

In actuality, not even a roommate could slow things down; I just became bolder and stealthier, unable to so much as tap the brakes on my desires. When I was able to afford my own place in two years, the return to freedom shot me farther down the path than ever, and for the first time, I questioned my assumption that this would eventually plateau or slow down.

Now 28, the never have, the speed of my plunge only increasing. After spending the last 18 years in hiding because I told myself this would slow down, I raced past the point of pretending about a year ago. The more I've honestly acknowledged my desires, the more I confront the realities that transforming into Kelly makes me feel alive like nothing else and that each day I more deeply covet being Kelly full-time, with hormones & breasts.

Taking the final steps will be incredibly hard. But denying that I

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  • Noelle Woods
    Noelle Woods 1/31/2010 15:48 Thanks for accepting me as a friend, Kelly. You are sweet and beautiful.
  • Noelle Woods
    Noelle Woods 1/06/2010 12:48 Happy Belated New Year's.I hope your holidays were great.Noelle
  • Noelle Woods
    Noelle Woods 12/24/2009 04:46 Kelly, Your pics are great..You look super. Hugs from Middlebury,Noelle
  • Irene
    Irene 12/18/2009 12:37 Hi sweetie, you are such a beautiful girl. Hugs and kises.

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