- Member Type: Silver Member
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- Age: 58
- Location: Frenchtown, NJ, United States
- Orientation: Bisexual (Genetic Male )
- Listed As: Girl (M2F)
- Looking For: Girls (MtoF)
- Last Active: Nov 20th, 2011
- Joined: Jul 17th, 2005
About Me
I have been a “girl” in the closet all my life. How did all this begin? You will not believe it but I have images that go back to when I was 3 or 4. I remember one night being sick or whatever and I wetted my bed. Being so late, my mother, instead of putting me my clean underwear, at the middle of the night, she put me one of her panties. The thought stayed through my life. I felt aroused since then, just with the thought.
It passed many years, until I was 13 or 14 that I dare first to try on my sister's stuff. And, yes, like magic, the arousal was there again, never to abandon me when I thought of myself, dressed as a girl. I grew up a normal youth. No drugs (none), used to drink a little and did smoke for many years. I have now even quit the drinking and the smoking completely.
Over the years, every now and then, I would fine the opportunity to x-dress, but it was not until I got married that I started to really try the good stuff that my wife had. She has never ever caught me, and I have been overly careful. I have a good job, good standing where I live and a good marriage and at this stage I can not risk it at all. Still, no drugs, no alcohol, no cigarettes. They don't bother me. I just don't consume them.
As years passed, the only way I could do my x-dressing was with stuff that I either bought here or there or "borrowed" from my wife. And to x-dress, I would go out one day, usually during the week, tell my wife that I was traveling, and I would spend the night at a nice hotel somewhere away from home. This is how I pretended to live like a girl of my dreams.
So, I would then think, that I was a girl that I was on a business trip and would go this hotel, dress real nice and sexy, and then pretend that an office coworker, another “girl” like me would come to visit me in my room. We would then talk, laugh, and talk and show each other's different outfits and model for each oth
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Guest Book
Marci Darcy 11/20/2011 19:57 Hi IIana, I hope everything is well in NJ and you are enjoying your femininity. *wink*,*S*.- Melanie Bowman 8/02/2010 00:19 llana Happy Birthday to a great looking Lady. I hope you had a very special day. Hugs Melanie
- Marci Darcy 8/01/2010 16:27 Ooooooh IIana,,,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I hope you enjoyed a femme day.*wink*,*S*.
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