Cara Jean Smith
"looking for a few photos of herself without her cell phone in her hand...Any volunteers?"
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Vital Stats
- Member Type: Silver Member
- Age: 61
- Location: Chester, NJ, United States
- Orientation: (Prefer Not to Say) (Pre-Op M2F )
- Listed As: Admirer, Girl (M2F)
- Looking For: Admirers, Friends, Genetic Female (GG), Girls (MtoF)
- Last Active: Oct 6th, 2009
- Joined: Nov 24th, 2005
About Me
FORMERLY, a life long dabbler in closeted crossdressing, trying on as a child 1 or 2 articles of my sisters clothes or any other females who later became a part of my life. I loved to feel pretty, but my feminine feelings remained my dark little secret and the woman inside was suppressed until March 12'th, 2004, at age 55, when I woke up with a craving to own a pair of heels, and I bought a pair of black 4" stilettos. A week later I owned a complete outfit, and fully dressed and made up for the first time in my life, I called myself Cara and headed for the Mall. I loved the feel of my satin panties, nylon stockings, tight fitting jeans, jiggling breasts, and the sound of my 4" heels clicking across the floors. What had happened to me? I found it impossible to focus on anything but Cara. So, after 55 years of suppression and three years of therapy, I began hormone therapy in March of 2007, but revealed it to only a select few as I thought I would "test the water" first. I learned quickly that hormones aren't used for testing purposes and fortunately, I enjoyed the water because while I was "testing" it, certain physical aspects of my femininity began to draw attention to themselves and, from what I understand, are now a small - but very permanent - part of me. I no longer want to hide my femininity from the world, and have recently come out to family and friends. The difficult part, however, is "coming out" to my customers, as my livelihood depends on their acceptance of my transition. But I am reaching the point where I must lay it out on the table or I will explode!
I love being Cara, and I enjoy meeting and talking to other girls like myself, but I'd really love to have a few genuine friendships with gg's from whom I would learn the "how to's" of being a woman and become "mainstreamed" into the female population. I'm looking for friends and admirers who will accept me as I am and help m
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Guest Book
Christine Emelow 8/20/2009 19:13 Hello Cara......I am so much like you and we are similar in age.I am planning on moving back to my home area in ny/nj soon and would love to have you as a friend/.....love Christine- Melanie Bowman 8/15/2009 20:33 Cara Happy Birthday to a great looking Lady. I hope you had a very special day. Hugs Melanie
- Brigitte Betke 2/25/2009 08:02 Hi Cara, Just read your most sincere and beautiful profile. You are a lovely lady! Hope to chat and become friends.Hugs,Brigitte
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