Dani Lindsey Smith
"day after day love turns gray ,like the skin on a dying man.and night after night we pretend its alright ,but i have grown older and you have grown colder and nothing is very much fun anymore,and i ,feel,all of my fears coming on,and i feel cold as a razor blade tight as a turniket ,dry as a funeral drunk"
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Vital Stats
- Member Type: Silver Member
- Age: 40
- Location: Wheaton, IL, United States
- Orientation: Straight (Genetic Male )
- Listed As: Friend, Girl (M2F)
- Looking For: Friends, Genetic Female (GG), Girls (MtoF)
- Last Active: Nov 20th, 2009
- Joined: Aug 23rd, 2006
About Me
i dream i think deep i care ive made mistakes big ones ,ones that could swallow the earth ,hence the name(notperfect) i know who is
but i wont pretend i am,i am not.i dont judge because i have been judged .im quiet i watch i look i listen sometimes i learn sometimes i teach .i help when i can ,i know its hard the road i traveled didnt have yellow bricks.
ive hated myself and all of you ,i abused drugs and alcohol to the point i dont remember days,i tried suicide twice ,i lost my mind my respect myself control and everything else .i suffer from depression and low self esteem (thanks mom),ive been kicked beat spit on and thrown down lifes shit hole ,so what
for the first time in my life i am free .so you see a pic and you say beautiful thank you i cant tell you how it makes me feel the comments and the compliments after a life so ugly to finally be called pretty.but im not im no better or worse we all are beautiful.i try not to hate anyone you cant make me ,i do feel sorry for those who act like they have a stick up their ass and that they are any better than anyone theyre not ,you want advice dont take any. im an instigator and a troublemaker (like woody woodpecker)and love to pick a fight when the mood strikes me
i pick the underdog because she is me
this is the strangest life ive ever known
im notperfect
for the past twenty years i thought i was cursed with this desire to become a woman but about feb 2006 i realized i have been blessed .i am not a man pretending to be a woman i am a woman pretending to be a man
jan 30 2007 my loving wife of 7 years now knows everything and shocking enough has decided to stay with me anyway hiding that was tearing me/us apart blessed again with such a woman
thanks to everyone here for there lovely comments and support
9/23/07 today i came clean to my children there are now no more surprises after spending the entire day with me as my true self i cant express
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Guest Book
Wrenn 11/16/2009 19:45 Run those fears out of town. You are smart and beautiful and you deserve all the fun there is in this world. Big Huggs from the guy downtown.
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