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• Member Type: Silver Member
  
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• Age: 40
• Location: San Diego, CA, United States
• Orientation: Straight (Genetic Male )
• Listed As: Friend, Girl (M2F)
• Looking For: Admirers, Friends, Girls (MtoF), Groups
• Last Active: Jan 26th, 2012
• Joined: Sep 13th, 2006

About Me

I am a happily-married, heterosexual, (mostly) in-the-closet, CD. Only my Wife knows about Toni. Recently, a monumental event occurred to me which I describe in the BLOG section of my website. Please visit & read it. It's titled "Oh SHIT, what do I do now?"
I have been dressing since before I can remember. My mother wanted a girl, so she treated me like a girl for a while in my early years. It was acceptable, as I grew up in the 70's. She grew out my hair &, on cold days, would dress me in a pair of navy blue girls' tights. Little did I know that this was the beginning of the birth of Toni.
These blue tights started it all, because I began sneaking into Mom's room and prance around in her white sandals. I remember the intense, indescribable feelings I'd get. As I grew older, I fit into her clothes better and began experimenting with sexy pantyhose, stilletoes & high-cut leotards and sheer to waist hose. So you can guess what I tried on when my mother and sister were not home.
I thought my days of dressing were over when I came to puberty and discharge began to accompany my highest level of exhileration. But, I found out I just could not give up my secret. I could only suppress it for periods at a time, which included "painful" purges of my "stash." (I sure do miss my denim thigh-high boots...)
The Internet has helped me to accept and see that I'm not alone, except in my personal life, since I'm still very much in the closet. The stories of my "sisters" on the web have educated me and inspired me to not be ashamed of my "extra-curricular activities."
I'm not sure if I'll ever come out fully, since I don't pass as a woman, but that never really was my reason for dressing. I need the rush, from time to time, and need to express my feminine side ... as long as my kids are away, that is.

10 Friends in Network

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  Sherri T 7/15/2011 20:18 Happy Birthday Good Lookin'
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  Melanie Bowman 7/15/2011 14:38 Toni Happy Birthday to a great looking Lady. I hope you had a very Special day and all the fun a girl could ever want, Hugs Melanie
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  Barbra Porter 5/06/2011 06:39 Your profile picture is a real winner, you look lovely.
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  Jenni 12/25/2010 12:34 Merry Christmas

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