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  • Member Type: Silver Member
  • Location: Los Angeles, CA, United States
  • Orientation: Trans-Lesbian (Genetic Male )
  • Listed As: Friend, Girl (M2F)
  • Looking For: Admirers, Friends, Girls (MtoF)
  • Last Active: Aug 8th, 2017
  • Joined: Oct 20th, 2006

About Me

I have been TV all my life. My earliest memories are of trying on my sisters clothes and loving the way it made me feel- and also how dangerous it was. So I made a deal with myself when I was 10 years old that I would never tell anyone- ever.

So I managed that pretty well for 40 years. I would seize any opportunity to dress - furtive afternoons or evenings spent darting from shadow to shadow. Alone. Scared. Excited.

When I married I thought those feelings would go away but they didn't of course and so I worked hard to keep them secret. I never told my wife. I have a feeling she would not have been receptive but sadly I will never know as I lost her to cancer some years ago. When that happened my world collapsed and it was Jessica that appeared and helped me through the grief. I realized that it was time to embrace this wonderful part of me and allow it to evolve and so I started to dress more which led to trips to a local TG club which was sheer bliss. I still have a LOT to learn but I have decided that the rest of my life will be much more open and that Jessica will be a part of it.

And so I decided to come out to my girlfriend after we had a weekend in London where she dressed me in her clothes. It seemed to me after that she that she would be open to me being TV, but still it was a scary decision to tell her but I managed to get it out when we were discussing our night in London. To my utter delight, rather than being angry or hurt, she was really supportive and loved the idea of me dressing as a girl. In fact she said she was excited by it. I am now by definition, the happiest person on the planet. She is such a wonderful human being I can't tell you how much this means to me and we are both excited to start to explore this amazing situation.

I would love to hear from other girls or couples.

Jessica

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  • Roxy 9/12/2017 14:40 Happy Birthday. Sometimes good things come from tragic situations and it can cause to feel guilt in some way, but I am glad to see that Jessica (yourself) helped you trough a difficult time and regained your happiness. So you are so lucky and very lovely.
  • Juliet Lewis
    Juliet Lewis 9/12/2017 03:11 Happy birthday, sweetie!
  • Ashley Houston
    Ashley Houston 9/12/2017 02:49 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
  • Melanie Bowman
    Melanie Bowman 9/11/2017 23:47 Jessica Happy Birthday to a very very special and beautiful lady. That is Beauty that starts on the inside and flows all the way out for all to see. I hope that your day is filled with a lot of happiness and joy and the you have a lot of fun. Hugs Melanie
  • Sheena Jones
    Sheena Jones 5/25/2017 07:41 Hi Jessica, I hope all is well and you are having a enjoyable time...XO
  • Anielle P Cherte
    Anielle P Cherte 5/09/2017 08:09 Jessica,I love your profile. You have handled the experience pretty well, I would say. Congratulations! and hugs, Ani in Austin
  • GingerSC
    GingerSC 5/06/2017 14:42 So pretty!!!! xx
  • Sheena Jones
    Sheena Jones 5/05/2017 15:40 Hey gorgeous....looking forward to chat with you....kiss kiss
  • Sheena Jones
    Sheena Jones 5/01/2017 14:09 Hi Jessica. Love your profile and your gorgeous photos. kiss kiss
  • Roxanne Lowe
    Roxanne Lowe 4/18/2017 13:09 love your profile Jessica. You are lucky to have someone in your life so supportive. Hugs

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