- Member Type: Silver Member
- Site Chat:Chat with me
- Age: 54
- Location: Los Angeles, CA, United States
- Orientation: Trans-Lesbian (Genetic Male )
- Listed As: Girl (M2F)
- Looking For: Friends, Girls (MtoF)
- Last Active: Feb 3rd, 2012
- Joined: Oct 20th, 2006
About Me
I have been TV all my life. My earliest memories are of trying on my sisters clothes and loving the way it made me feel- and also how dangerous it was. So I made a deal with myself when I was 10 years old that I would never tell anyone- ever.
So I managed that pretty well for 40 years. I would seize any opportunity to dress - furtive afternoons or evenings spent darting from shadow to shadow. Alone. Scared. Excited.
When I married I thought those feelings would go away but they didn't of course and so I worked hard to keep them secret. I never told my wife. I have a feeling she would not have been receptive but sadly I will never know as I lost her to cancer some years ago. When that happened my world collapsed and it was Jessica that appeared and helped me through the grief. I realized that it was time to embrace this wonderful part of me and allow it to evolve and so I started to dress more which led to trips to a local TG club which was sheer bliss. I still have a LOT to learn but I have decided that the rest of my life will be much more open and that Jessica will be a part of it.
And so I decided to come out to my girlfriend after we had a weekend in London where she dressed me in her clothes. It seemed to me after that she that she would be open to me being TV, but still it was a scary decision to tell her but I managed to get it out when we were discussing our night in London. To my utter delight, rather than being angry or hurt, she was really supportive and loved the idea of me dressing as a girl. In fact she said she was excited by it. I am now by definition, the happiest person on the planet. She is such a wonderful human being I can't tell you how much this means to me and we are both excited to start to explore this amazing situation.
I would love to hear from other girls or couples. I'm not into men so sorry guys (although it's always nice to hear a compliment).
Jessica
My Best Friends
Guest Book
Traci 1/20/2012 08:03 Hi Jessica, just stopping in to say hi! You look great girl. Rated U a 10! Back to me withthe same!- Teri Clarke 1/18/2012 09:56 Jessica, I so much enjoyed reading your story. Although there was tragedy, there is so much positive now. I am so happy for you! Denying what at times is our best part, just isn't right. My best to you, and the luckiest girl on earth.hugs, Teri
- Jodi 11/04/2011 09:50 I came out to my wife also and she has been very open to me going out with her. I was scared to death but I couldn't live a lie any longer. Maybe some day we can meet up for drinks at oxwood.Jodi
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