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Vital Stats

• Member Type: Silver Member
  
• Age: 40
• Location: Lisbon Lisboa, Portugal
• Orientation: Straight (Genetic Male )
• Listed As: Friend, Girl (M2F)
• Looking For: Friends
• Last Active: Oct 31st, 2009
• Joined: Dec 17th, 2006

About Me

Like many others, I'm a 100% heterosexual male crossdresser, living with my beloved GG companion for several years now in a happy relationship that is unlike to change in the near future.

Unlike many, however, I came relatively late into crossdressing. During my teens I was positively scared of exhibiting any "female" characteristics, and in panic of being a freak, gay, or worse (at least it was "worse" for me). I worked very hard to improve on a more masculine image and grew a beard. In a sense, I felt that "playing a male role" was something required of me, and I had to work hard at being one. The advantage I had, of course, was that I'm deeply attracted to anything female, and to this very day, I still have way more female friends than male ones, perhaps because I feel some affinity with their tastes and way of thinking.

Around 1995 or so, thanks to the Internet, I finally understood the difference between all types of transgenderism. It was quite clear then that I was "merely a crossdresser", deriving pleasure of a feminine image of my own self, and nothing more. All the panic I had of somehow being fated to change my physical sex or being forced to have sex with males for the rest of my life faded away; male crossdressers have a completely different mindset -- all they enjoy is to dress like a woman, and admire that image, usually in private, sometimes in public, aiming to "pass". Once I realised that, I started to shop for some clothes, again through the Internet, where "everything is available". Besides a few more glamorous clothes, it was quite clear to me that I would never look great in scanty and flimsy dresses -- my male shape would never allow me that -- so I focused a bit more on the pleasures of casual dressing, and applying passable makeup.

I crossdress much less than I would like to. I can't do it in the high summer; and during the rest of the ye

6 Friends in Network

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  Ana Cristina García 7/29/2009 10:59 Hi Sandra, Thank you for the journal comment. I think that all of us men trying to look as passable females have to struggle with different aspects of the illusion. In the end, what matters is that we enjoy doing it and that we are lucky to have opportunities to do it. The rest is a bonus.
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  Alexa 7/20/2009 12:39 Hi Sandra, great looks, great pics and suuuper video. I like your style, your bra and cigarette holder. Hope we can share some experiences. Kisses from Munich. Alexa
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  Melanie Bowman 6/15/2009 18:49 Sandra Happy Birthday to a great looking Lady. I hope you had a great one. Hugs Melanie
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  Laura28 6/15/2009 01:16 Happy B-day Sandra!! Kisses!! Laura

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