- Member Type: Silver Member
- Site Chat:Chat with me
- Age: 30
- Location: East Midlands, United Kingdom
- Orientation: Straight (Intersexed Female )
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- Last Active: Nov 8th, 2009
- Joined: Apr 18th, 2007
About Me
A lily-girl, not made for this world's pain,
With brown, soft hair close braided by her ears,
And longing eyes half veiled by slumberous tears
Like bluest water seen through mists of rain:
Pale cheeks whereon no love hath left its stain,
Red underlip drawn in for fear of love,
And white throat, whiter than the silvered dove,
Through whose wan marble creeps one purple vein.
Yet, though my lips shall praise her without cease,
Even to kiss her feet I am not bold,
Being o'ershadowed by the wings of awe.
Like Dante, when he stood with Beatrice
Beneath the flaming Lion's breast, and saw
The seventh Crystal, and the Stair of Gold.
- Oscar Wilde - Madonna Mia
THINK before you write to me...just THINK.
So far in my life I have met 6 people who I actually admired...and before you think "YES...I'm the seventh!" count on your fingers the things that make YOU different from the proletariat and when you write your banal, formulaic message to me, let me know how many fingers you counted...
...I'm keeping a tally.
I've been on the happy tablets for a while now, and they're fantastic. i've calmed down no end, it was like someone just called a ceasfire in my head....and everything went silent...and i was able to hear myself think...the REAL me actually thinking for myself...so if i tell you to get lost....then i have thought about it, and I mean it...
I'm a disappointment to, and disgrace upon my family. I'm in a pit of depression that no one seems to have even noticed, thats how important my life is...I've stared suicide in the face...he's not very nice.
i sit there and look at him...he's an ugly sod and i don't like him...
i hate being like this.
i hate it.
I've missed out on SO much, the best part of my life has gone...I may as well have lived it in
