Gini Marie Macrae
"LOVES being a beautiful woman!"
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Vital Stats
- Member Type: Silver Member
- Age: 55
- Location: San Diego, CA, United States
- Orientation: Trans-Lesbian (Non-Op M2F )
- Listed As: Girl (M2F)
- Looking For: Admirers, Friends, Genetic Female (GG)
- Last Active: Sep 22nd, 2009
- Joined: Mar 4th, 2005
About Me
I was thinking the other day about the whole concept of labels ... some claim to be "crossdressers" ... others say they're "transgender" ... and still others are very definitely "transsexual."
For me, personally, I'd have to say I "feel" transgendered, I THINK I would be trans-lesbian IF I were transsexual, and I ACT ambigendered. I'm probably never going to be in a position to have SRS, but I so treasure my time as Gini that I will always want to spend time, hopefully lots of time, expressing my femininity in an open and mature way.
It's SO MUCH MORE for me than simply "the clothes" or "dressing up." My love of femininity and the desire to express and enjoy it is at a much deeper emotional and psychological level! I EMBRACE my femininity as a special and treasured part of my BEING, not just my behavior! The outward expression of it is "the fun part," the way I show the world my love of the way women can dress and express their femininity.
When I see a pretty GG, whether she's in a beautiful dress or a classy pair of jeans and a nice top, I don't simply want to "wear her clothes," I want to BE her!
I want to KNOW what it feels like to have firm, full breasts in a beautiful bra ... I want to KNOW what it feels like to have a smooth, soft, hairless face ... I want to KNOW what it feels like to be flat and feminine between my legs ... I want to KNOW what it feels like to have estrogen and progesterone coursing through my veins ... I want to KNOW what it feels like to have sex the way a woman does!
Mentally, however, I dread the thought of physical imtimacy with anything OTHER THAN a GG! That is the hurdle I can't EVER see myself getting past!!!
What say you? Can you relate? Can you offer a different perspective on things?
P.S. I just registered the domain name ginimacrae.com !!! It's red
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Janice Marie 2/03/2010 09:26 Hi Gini, Hope you are well and enjoying 2010. Girl can I relate to your thoughts. Although I consider myself a TS, I just can't see myself with a man. For me the whole thing is feeling comfortable with what I see looking back at me in the mirror and has nothing to do orientation. Hugs- Sheila 1/07/2010 12:16 Hi Ginnie, I can definitely relate to your thoughts. I often have similar feelings, and only feel truly "happy" when I am dressed and going out doing things women do, like shop or socialize with other girls. I cannot imaging completely giving up my manhood forever though. Hugs,Sheila
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