Gini Marie Macrae"is exploring her sexuality with a wonderful therapist! It's been incredibly revealing and cathartic!" 3mon ago
 Age: 54
San Diego, CA, United States
Trans-Lesbian Transgendered (Non-Op M2F)
Listed Under: Girl (M2F)
Looking for: Admirers, Friends, Genetic Female (GG)
I was thinking the other day about the whole concept of labels ... some claim to be "crossdressers" ... others say they're "transgender" ... and still others are very definitely "transsexual."
For me, personally, I'd have to say I "feel" transgendered, I THINK I would be trans-lesbian IF I were transsexual, and I ACT ambigendered. I'm probably never going to be in a position to have SRS, but I so treasure my time as Gini that I will always want to spend time, hopefully lots of time, expressing my femininity in an open and mature way.
It's SO MUCH MORE for me than simply "the clothes" or "dressing up." My love of femininity and the desire to express and enjoy it is at a much deeper emotional and psychological level! I EMBRACE my femininity as a special and treasured part of my BEING, not just my behavior! The outward expression of it is "the fun part," the way I show the world my love of the way women can dress and express their femininity.
When I see a pretty GG, whether she's in a beautiful dress or a classy pair of jeans and a nice top, I don't simply want to "wear her clothes," I want to BE her!
I want to KNOW what it feels like to have firm, full breasts in a beautiful bra ... I want to KNOW what it feels like to have a smooth, soft, hairless face ... I want to KNOW what it feels like to be flat and feminine between my legs ... I want to KNOW what it feels like to have estrogen and progesterone coursing through my veins ... I want to KNOW what it feels like to have sex the way a woman does!
Mentally, however, I dread the thought of physical imtimacy with anything OTHER THAN a GG! That is the hurdle I can't EVER see myself getting past!!!
What say you? Can you relate? Can you offer a different perspective on things?
P.S. I just registered the domain name ginimacrae.com !!! It's redirected to THIS page while I decide what to do with it!!!
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Kelli Nicole E
7/04/2008 22:04
A beautiful woman, in every way, Gini! (sounds like a goal of mine ;-) ) Best wishes for wherever your journey takes you--EnJOY the ride! ((HUGS)) |
Nikki Black
6/08/2008 13:37
Hi Gina, I love the new pics you look fantastic. I especially like the "blonde" Gina and the pic on the stairs xoxox Nikki |
Jean Blaque
6/06/2008 21:37
Thanks for being my Friend! Love your look-Can we talk some time? |
Krista Jones
5/26/2008 13:27
Hey Gini! I love your honesty! |
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